{"id":664,"date":"2015-09-28T16:21:59","date_gmt":"2015-09-28T18:21:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lifeinduality.com\/?p=664"},"modified":"2019-03-11T23:21:43","modified_gmt":"2019-03-12T01:21:43","slug":"lifeinduality-the-tangled-web-we-weave","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lifeinduality.com\/?p=664","title":{"rendered":"#LifeInDuality : The Tangled Web We Weave"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>What a beautiful disaster you and me &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Angst and pleasure. The tangled web we weave.<\/p>\n<p>A masterpiece of deceit.<\/p>\n<p>The lies we tell ourselves in order to believe<\/p>\n<p>They say be careful what you ask for because you just might get it<\/p>\n<p>I was asking for the pleasure and in the pain I found it<\/p>\n<p>now I&#8217;m addicted like a masochist&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Each kiss deeper in distress.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m drowning somebody help me but not too quickly<\/p>\n<p>the love is all I know it&#8217;s sustaining and killing me.<\/p>\n<p>The blessing and the curse.<\/p>\n<p>The chapter and the verse &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Proverbs of lessons learned but not adapted.<\/p>\n<p>Psalms of unrequited love redacted.<\/p>\n<p>Artistic creations of memories crafted from the good<\/p>\n<p>a wounded warrior whose eyes haven&#8217;t forgotten the bad but should &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>A chronic disease.<a href=\"https:\/\/lifeinduality.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/What-A-Tangled-Web-900x675-e1443464349788.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-medium wp-image-665\" src=\"https:\/\/lifeinduality.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/What-A-Tangled-Web-900x675-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"What-A-Tangled-Web-900x675\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\"><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Indecisiveness tears us apart a prayer for both death &amp; reprieve<\/p>\n<p>The very thing I love is killing me. So softly it&#8217;s bittersweet<\/p>\n<p>a test of endurance I&#8217;m no longer sure I&#8217;ll meet.<\/p>\n<p>Feelings fade and fires die,<\/p>\n<p>the skies crack open from the battle cry.<\/p>\n<p>Lay down my pen lay down my sword<\/p>\n<p>nothing left to defend or record.<\/p>\n<p>What was, no longer Is with no possibility to be.<\/p>\n<p>Yesterday day is but a memory &#8230; The last for us to keep.<\/p>\n<p>When the sun rises we will cease to be<\/p>\n<p>all that will remain is the tangled web we weave.<\/p>\n<p><\/p> ","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>What a beautiful disaster you and me &#8230; Angst and pleasure. The tangled web we weave. A masterpiece of deceit. The lies we tell ourselves in order to believe They say be careful what you ask for because you just might get it I was asking for the pleasure and in the pain I found [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":665,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[49,33],"tags":[4,76,8,5,12,3],"class_list":["post-664","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blogs","category-relationships-2","tag-dating","tag-heartbreak","tag-love","tag-relationships","tag-sex","tag-women"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifeinduality.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/664","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifeinduality.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifeinduality.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifeinduality.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifeinduality.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=664"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/lifeinduality.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/664\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":860,"href":"https:\/\/lifeinduality.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/664\/revisions\/860"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifeinduality.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/665"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifeinduality.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=664"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifeinduality.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=664"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifeinduality.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=664"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}