I do not love you. Not the way you need me too. The love I have is a selfish kind. Indulged in more for me than it is for you. I cannot imagine my life without loving you. The thought of it brings such an instant agony it is almost unbearable. I […]
Mid Day Ramblings… (free write)
Take me…. To a place with no sound Take me To the places I’m afraid to admit I want to see Overtake me… Commandeer my body… my mind… my soul Overtake me… My inhibitions… my sensibility…. I don’t want to be free I want to be lost I want to climax…. And fall….. climax….. and […]
The Cafe (abridged version)
I find myself taking a trip down memory lane…. Back to an exciting time in life. Years ago when pleasure was at an all-time high… We arrive at the cafe which is tucked away near Michigan Ave. I get out of the car and immediately regret my wardrobe choice of the evening, the Chicago […]
America’s Poem (with Audio)
The World is bigger than your Stoop Stoop Kid I said the World is Bigger than your stoop Stoop Kid Can you hear me? Or are you just Too stupid The World is bigger than your block Block Head I say… the World is bigger than your Block Block Head Can you feel me? […]
less
I’ve found myself held in your captivity And without your knowledge none-the-less I am but a willowing flower awaiting the rays of your sun Your rise… you set. All without awareness of my dependence Like a child longing for your attention I wait… I perform… I act out. Yet your focus eludes me HERE I […]
In the darkness we dance
Sometimes I sit in the darkness in an attempt to embrace the pain Lose myself in the nothingness, its Peace I hope to gain Don’t let me be master of my own fate. I’m unprepared All this time an elaborate illusion. A girl playing dress up And the nominee goes to …. ME BEST ACTRESS […]
Doesn’t anybody tell a story anymore?
Feel the need to express my soul I need to write Finding myself again I need to write Elevating my Mind I need to write Been wrong going right for so long I need to write Out of tune singing my song I need to write Tire of screaming in silence I need to write […]
Making Love Art (with audio)
I want to be a Def Poet, so that no one can hear listen to the feelings my words evoke through your ears. I want to be a Blind Poet, so that no one can see Vision my story and take the Journey with me. I don’t want to write with a Pen…I’d rather paint […]
RANSOM
I’m trapped in the shadows of my own neglect Imprisoned by design, the rebellion of my mind My heart beats… so… s l o w l y at times I’m afraid that it’s gone. Lost in a place I’ve driven myself to. Nothing seems the familiar yet everything’s the same. WHERE THE FUCK AM I? […]
The Live Show
…… The lights are still on. I pass the exotic cigar to my left. She nervously accepts. As she inhales I can see her asking herself silently “what did I just get myself into?” She holds her breath almost as an attempt to stop time itself… maybe to build up her confidence. She then invites […]