Sometimes I sit in the darkness in an attempt to embrace the pain
Lose myself in the nothingness, its Peace I hope to gain
Don’t let me be master of my own fate. I’m unprepared
All this time an elaborate illusion. A girl playing dress up
And the nominee goes to …. ME
BEST ACTRESS in my own cinematography
Empty Bottles and Broken Dreams
Or are the bottles broken and the Dreams empty?
It’s so hard to tell
Superficial Artificial Non Fictional Representations of me
But just a piece
I can’t fathom my entirety
In the darkness I fumble my way around
In it reaching for my peace
Solitude of the Unknown
Second third fourth and fifth chance
With the Sun rise we pretend yesterday is merely a dream
Till the Music stop playing
In the darkness we dance