I feel like I’m searching for Love… but all I find is Lust. That’s my fault though. I got some issues with trust. It’s not that I don’t trust them… I really just don’t trust myself Seems like every time I get close I just sabotage myself Like the Good Dude I met from […]
Day Dreaming….
I keep having these wet Daydreams. No matter where I am. They just creep into my mind at the most random times. The triggers vary… smells, taste, music and of course sight. I literally catch myself squirming in my seat. My legs crossed, clenched tight and holding on for dear life. It feels like I’m […]
Marvins Room
I was sitting on a plane a couple weeks ago having a drink. Well actually a few drinks. Those little nip bottles are so irritating they make you feel like even more of a drinker than you already are, because you have to order at least 3 to get a decent buzz! So I’m on […]
I want…. a….. Refund!!!
Excuse Me, but FUCK LOVE I don’t mean no disrespect, but we got beef I paid you but you didn’t deliver Don’t you have some kind of Money Back Guarantee I’m an UNSATISFIED customer and I want a Fucking REFUND I want my time back and ALL my damn tears My energy, every sleepless night… […]
Goodbye
I keep hearing in my head say Goodbye to Yesterday I’m looking to the future but my past is in the way My Friends are always saying Girl you know we’re getting older And its some shit about our past that we just gotta get over And I swear Everyday this life is getting crazy […]
“Thank You for holding, how may I help you?”
Everyday I see Him standing there With his Chocolate self I imagine he smells like Cocoa Butter and Ganja He looks like his skin has been kissed by the sun His smile brightens my eyes Makes me moist Between my thighs I fall into a daydream…. In this daydream we fuck until day becomes night […]
Exactly How Lucky Is This Lounge?
I have spent a considerable amount of my 20’s intoxicated. I’d like to think that’s normal… but either way I couldn’t care less. This particular evening happened to fall right smack in the middle of my “Drink till you Drop Days.” Not that drinking to oblivion is something a person should take pride […]
TONIGHT is the Night…. Only its the middle of the Afternoon!
“I’m Nervous and I’m trembling … waiting for you to walk in… trying Hard to Relax… but I… Just can’t keep still.” Ugh, this Betty Wright song just keeps re-playing itself in my head! What the hell have I gotten myself into? It’s been Months since I’ve had Sex and it seems like a […]
What the Hell Happened to the Romance? Distress Call
“I wanna Fuck the shit out of you”, “I’m gon beat it up”, “I’ll tare that Pussy up”! I’m sorry but when did these become the universal statements for Good Sex? No part of that even sounds attractive… it sounds painful! Isn’t sex supposed to be mutually gratifying? Why the hell would I want you to beat , […]
#LifeInDuality : Selfish Desires
So my sister has this friend who has had his lustful little eyes on me since the day we met. He never speaks … but I can feel him undressing with his eyes. I feel his stare heating up my backside, as he travels from the nape of my neck to the small of my […]