Someone told me I could find God here and I’m not leaving till he blesses me See I got big life issues and it’s stressing me Lord I am tired and my heart aches I’m not really sure if I’m allowed to talk to you because of my mistakes but God life is drowning me […]
Discovering My Sexuality (Part1): My Orgasm Matters Too!
I was talking to a good friend of mine recently. We were discussing her trying to juggle being a mother of two small children, a full time career and still be the vixen she needs to be for her man. She was telling me that she could go months without sex and not even notice. […]
Entitlement vs Entitlement: the gift and the curse
So I woke up one morning with a sobering and humbling reality check: Just because you’re a good woman doesn’t mean he has to love you. I started to think about the idea of “Entitlement” and it seems that it is both a gift and a curse. ENTITLEMENT: because I know my worth I know […]
Do We Expect Too Much?
It seems as though, most of our grief in life stems directly from our expectations. It’s impossible to be disappointed unless your expectations fail to be met. Too often we expect people to react to situations the same way we would. I think this becomes the greatest fault line in most relationships. We expect […]
The Hour Glass
I do not love you. Not the way you need me too. The love I have is a selfish kind. Indulged in more for me than it is for you. I cannot imagine my life without loving you. The thought of it brings such an instant agony it is almost unbearable. I […]
Mid Day Ramblings… (free write)
Take me…. To a place with no sound Take me To the places I’m afraid to admit I want to see Overtake me… Commandeer my body… my mind… my soul Overtake me… My inhibitions… my sensibility…. I don’t want to be free I want to be lost I want to climax…. And fall….. climax….. and […]
The Cafe (abridged version)
I find myself taking a trip down memory lane…. Back to an exciting time in life. Years ago when pleasure was at an all-time high… We arrive at the cafe which is tucked away near Michigan Ave. I get out of the car and immediately regret my wardrobe choice of the evening, the Chicago […]
America’s Poem (with Audio)
The World is bigger than your Stoop Stoop Kid I said the World is Bigger than your stoop Stoop Kid Can you hear me? Or are you just Too stupid The World is bigger than your block Block Head I say… the World is bigger than your Block Block Head Can you feel me? […]
less
I’ve found myself held in your captivity And without your knowledge none-the-less I am but a willowing flower awaiting the rays of your sun Your rise… you set. All without awareness of my dependence Like a child longing for your attention I wait… I perform… I act out. Yet your focus eludes me HERE I […]
In the darkness we dance
Sometimes I sit in the darkness in an attempt to embrace the pain Lose myself in the nothingness, its Peace I hope to gain Don’t let me be master of my own fate. I’m unprepared All this time an elaborate illusion. A girl playing dress up And the nominee goes to …. ME BEST ACTRESS […]
